Monday, August 29, 2011

Not the Treadmill...No!

Tonight I sold my treadmill.

It's official...I am moving to Manhattan.  No treadmills are welcome in the apartments of Manhattan.  The new IronMin must go to the gym like everyone else.

I am sad.  I really loved that treadmill.  Loved it so much that when the guy who ended up buying it was taking it for a spin, my heart hurt.

I was watching someone else on my treadmill.  It was like walking in on your significant lover with another.

It.did.not.compute.

I HATE change in a way that I have finally accepted in my late 30's.  I am an Aries so I also do not tolerate predictable but at the same time...I hate change.  If you figure that out, call me.

This change is hard.  Harder than I thought.

There are moments when I feel I am outside this life, looking in, and someone is making all the decisions.  Sell this, throw away that, go find a new place to live...it is happening in slow motion at 200 mph.

Buckle up.

4 comments:

Steve said...

errr. That made sense... Your life is a whirlwind. I used to get interested in stuff, and dive into it, whether it was fantasy sports, to web design, to fixing up the house... whatever. As I get older very little of that stuff remains very interesting.

I still like to see the White Sox win 4 in a row, and move 5 games back from Detroit. Bring it ya slobs from Detroit. We got your number. :)

Carolina John said...

oh that's tough! No fun at all!

still, once you settled in NY and get used to the new routine it will all feel familiar again. Keep your chin up!

Christi said...

Wow, I feel ya girlfriend. I am an Aries also so I know exactly what you meant.

Alili said...

Another Aries - I hear you loud and clear.